tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49270870955185003802024-03-14T11:48:43.254+08:00I Don't Wanna Be...Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.comBlogger478125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-75376082112048347852013-03-09T17:49:00.001+08:002013-03-09T17:49:33.015+08:00:)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-781811591131777292013-03-09T00:45:00.000+08:002013-03-09T00:45:21.128+08:00Sense and Sensibility.<br />
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What you are trying to do now is just temperary.<br />
I know all your deep dark secrets.<br />
And you shall have no way to escape from the fact that you are seriously trying to do something so wrong and awkward.<br />
Something that is not right and it should not be happen.<br />
Even if it really happens, you shall not or never ever think that this happened for a reason.<br />
This is not a joke and it is a serious shit that you could not imagine the worst outcome.<br />
You need to get back on your track and be insistent.<br />
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Wipe it out. After tonight.<br />
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I love y'all.<br />
Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-10954604941875572492013-02-18T23:01:00.000+08:002013-02-18T23:01:15.797+08:00The current.<br />
"I'm fine." - I'm not so okay. <br />
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"I'm happy for you." - I'm happy but I'm sad too because it's none of my business anyway.<br />
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"If you are happy, then I am happy too." - Trying to force myself to be happy as well, just for you.<br />
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"I have fun!" - I am so fucking happy that I will kiss your ass. Right here, right now.<br />
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I was happy, a minute ago. <br />
Everything seems fine and close to perfect.<br />
I got nothing to worry of and I love how the way it is now.<br />
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But, I am a sentitive, emotional human being.<br />
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I got feelings too even I don't show it on my hillarious face.<br />
I feel the pains too even I'm putting on a big wide smile with my bad messy teeth on my face.<br />
I got roller coaster ride of ups and downs too. <br />
I am afraid of losing things I like and people I love so much. Just like all the people do.<br />
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Yes, I am a sentitive,emotional human being afterall.<br />
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Please do not take my sincere for granted.<br />
It will took me a long, long time to recover.<br />
Thanks.<br />
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Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-61704051031492847542012-10-19T11:00:00.000+08:002012-10-19T11:02:13.745+08:00超越自己。<br />
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<br />Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-84229260492894798022012-10-16T01:21:00.001+08:002012-10-16T01:21:22.458+08:0016102012<br />
失望与绝望。<br />
失望是当一个人无法达到目标的时候的心情。<br />
绝望是当一个人彻底地对目标没有了希望的心情。<br />
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这阵子同时体会了这两个心情。<br />
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失去与放弃梦想真的很残酷。<br />
需要顾虑的事情太多了。<br />
我可以做的事情就是面对这个烂现实。<br />
对我而言,独自面对现实是件很痛苦的事情。<br />
真的痛苦得快失去自我了。<br />
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讨厌无能为力的样子,<br />
讨厌没有信心的样子,<br />
讨厌缺乏勇气的样子。<br />
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就快连自己长什么样子都不晓得了。哈哈……。<br />
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<br />Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-64398868703496952012012-09-02T20:54:00.000+08:002012-09-02T20:54:32.199+08:0002092012<br />
4 months ago, I told myself,<br />
"I will think about what I'm gonna do after I end this shit and I should make a clear conclusion out of my mind."<br />
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4 months passed, I ask myself,<br />
"What have I done for the 4 months? Nothing!"<br />
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I will always find myself an excuse for not doing something.<br />
And at the end, I will always regretted for accomplished nothing.<br />
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"If only I could just pay more attention and focus more on what I want..."<br />
Obstacles are bullshit.
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Can anyone just slap me and wake me up?<br />
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All the while I thought I understand myself well.<br />
and it's too sad to realize that I'm actually not really that good.<br />
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I will never good enough :(<br />
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<br />Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-28566078661690273192012-08-18T00:18:00.002+08:002012-08-18T00:19:45.140+08:0018082012<br />
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真的,好厌倦这一切……。<br />
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所有的一切。<br />
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Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-64925995794212889272012-06-24T00:04:00.001+08:002012-06-24T00:04:44.157+08:00今天,险扑街3次。<br />
"Be creative <em>lar</em>."<br />
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“你没有主见的咩?”<br />
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"You are no longer special."<br />
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“……。”<br />
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当我觉得我们是同一类型的人时,<br />
此刻你却离我如此的遥远。<br />
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真的好远。<br />
我在原地一动也不动地看着你越走越远。<br />
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最糟糕的是,<br />
不知道事情是从什么时候开始这样的。<br />
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沮。<br />
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不过,<br />
最可笑的是,<br />
我竟然还可以想起我们还是有相似之处。<br />
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就凭,<br />
一支笔和一本随身带的小笔记本。<br />
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就这样安慰自己吗?<br />
真可悲。<br />
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……。<br />
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此刻,<br />
最需要的是赶快振作起来与渴望得到鼓励。<br />
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给自己加油吧。<br />
挫折只是成长的一部分。<br />
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做自己。<br />
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<br />Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-50059984606499531992012-06-17T23:25:00.001+08:002012-06-17T23:26:13.969+08:00: l<br />
When you're missing somebody, you could spend all the time to just think of it.<br />
and it couldn't stop unless you got another thing to stuck in your head.<br />
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At this moment, I am.<br />
and it just makes me to think and wonder.<br />
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I would want to tell you about everything I like.<br />
I would want to make you happy no matter what it is.<br />
I would want to give you surprises simple because of your smile.<br />
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and<br />
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What I like the most is<br />
when you share your interest with me and force me to like it as well as you do even I'm not interested with it.<br />
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and <br />
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Eventually<br />
you will always succeed.<br />
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because<br />
I, love you, this MUCH! <br />
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<br />Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-79181188298153159832012-06-15T19:40:00.000+08:002012-06-15T19:40:23.239+08:00遗憾 (一)话说,<br />
忽然发现自己并没有一张像样一点的全身照。<br />
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那些,<br />
不是搞笑的,就是搞怪的。<br />
因为这样留恋才有意思嘛。<br />
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加上,<br />
害羞的本性,<br />
本人还是比较喜欢拍人家多过别人拍自己。<br />
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不过,<br />
今天就二十二岁了,<br />
还是一张像样一点点…一…点…点的全身照,还是没有。<br />
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<br />Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-78054486713015578812012-04-19T00:27:00.001+08:002012-04-19T00:27:31.115+08:00:lFirst thing,<br />
I got really emotional today.<br />
I'm always like this. and I'll always be like this.<br />
Sorry to my sweetheartS if I do hurt your feelings.<br />
As one of my sweetheartS said, I am a person who has this personality.<br />
My strengths are my weaknesses too.<br />
I got too straight forward sometimes, it's good to tell the truth but in other hand, it might hurt people's feelings. <br />
and whenever I have my own decision, I won't easily get influence by people to make a change to my decision, in fact, people might think why I'm so unsocial or why we are not in the same league or why I'm the odd one. <br />
I'm not trying to be the special one. I just wanna be me. myself.<br />
I got so intense sometimes just because of how people will think me.<br />
I believe if you could accept my weaknesses, I could accept yours too.<br />
This is how thing should be. How thing will works. Sort of <em>Ying</em> and <em>Yang</em>.<br />
and sweetheartS will always be my sweetheartS.<br />
Love ya.<br />
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Another thing today,<br />
I had a really nice time laying on Xiao Min's bed together with Sok Yee too.<br />
We just have some random topics and stuff.<br />
It was nice. I really love that.<br />
I hope we will be able to do that too in future.<br />
It feels so close together just relaxing around and talking.<br />
Though was nothing important but I appreciate the time we spend together.<br />
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Last thing today,<br />
the thing that will NEVER EVER happen and it eventually happpened.<br />
I never thought this would happen because I was kinda "gave up" already.<br />
It's good when I didn't expect any of this to happen and it feels really good that way.<br />
It's more comfortable this way and I hope this thing could just last like this.<br />
A surprise. and I called it <em>faith</em>.<br />
Ever since Alan "found" me back again, I started to believe that we meet and knowing each other for reasons. <br />
I offen to question myself, "There's billions of people in the world, and why do I meet you? Why you?"<br />
Because it just happen for the second times today.<br />
and it proven that, what I believe is true.<br />
It's important to appreciate things that happen around. Even the tiny little thing.<br />
What happens, do happens. Do not let regret happens.<br />
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I just felt so incredible and it was beautiful :)<br />
For one moment, I feel so glad that I was cooking that time. haha<br />
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<br />Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-51579563071366219042012-04-03T21:27:00.003+08:002012-04-03T21:28:07.580+08:00:)<br />
"People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be."<br />
- Abraham Lincoln<br />
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I have make my own choice.<br />
I decided to let things be.<br />
No stress. No constrain. No regret.<br />
I just want you to be happy, and I'll be happy, too.<br />
Miss you :)<br />
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<br />Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-43189861096019938862012-03-30T14:02:00.000+08:002012-03-30T14:02:47.629+08:00To be.<span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">“</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">To be, or not to be: that is the question: </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">No more; and by a sleep to say we end </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub; </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">For in that sleep of death what dreams may come </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Must give us pause: there's the respect </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">That makes calamity of so long life; </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">The pangs of despised love, the law's delay, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">The insolence of office and the spurns </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">That patient merit of the unworthy takes, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">When he himself might his quietus make </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">To grunt and sweat under a weary life, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">But that the dread of something after death, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">The undiscover'd country from whose bourn </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">No traveller returns, puzzles the will </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">And makes us rather bear those ills we have </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Than fly to others that we know not of? </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">And thus the native hue of resolution </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">And enterprises of great pith and moment </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">With this regard their currents turn awry, </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">Be all my sins remember'd!” </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">― </span><a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/947.William_Shakespeare" style="background-color: white; color: #666600; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-decoration: none;">William Shakespeare</a><span style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">, </span><i style="background-color: white; color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;"><a href="http://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/1885548" style="color: #666600; text-decoration: none;">Hamlet</a></i>Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-67149612979348587772012-03-28T01:03:00.000+08:002012-03-28T01:03:06.755+08:0028032012<div style="text-align: center;">I guess I'm just expecting a little bit too much.</div><div style="text-align: center;">and</div><div style="text-align: center;">It's sort of frustrating.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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You are the incident that gives me headache.<br />
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I would not want more imaginary that are unrealistic.<br />
You are the trouble that I could not figure out the problem.<br />
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Do not give me hopes on what will not happen because I might just being fooled by your sincerely smile.<br />
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I still like you though. Ouch! Kick ass.Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-69355213968339404832012-03-13T22:06:00.000+08:002012-03-13T22:06:07.608+08:00:)<div align="center"><strong><span style="color: red;">双喜</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color: red;">临门</span></strong></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">cute smiley face :)</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I <span style="color: red;"><strong>love</strong></span> my papa </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div align="center"></div>Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-3588569243867533242012-03-07T23:30:00.000+08:002012-03-07T23:30:35.740+08:00I know you.Just after I posted a pic about the blood donation for today in FB<br />
It reminds me of that guy that I just met today.<br />
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Well, it goes like this.<br />
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I was with Sok Yee at the MPH and we were waiting for our turn.<br />
and we were told to take the empty seat if there is.<br />
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I was asked by the nurse to take a seat which was just beside a green tee shirt guy.<br />
Then the moment I lied down, that guy talked to me.<br />
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"Are you Littel Red?"<br />
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Oops, gotta say this shocked me quite a while,<br />
and we started to have some conversations.<br />
Found out that he was one of Crystal's friend and it is obviously he had saw me in pic at FB.<br />
I didn't know I got this easy-to-recognise face. haha<br />
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We talked common stuff about what course, unity camp, bla bla.<br />
and I told him, he looked familiar to me, I had seen him before.<br />
I wonder why I could said something like that cause I didn't know if it was true.<br />
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Alan, is his name.<br />
A-L-A-N.<br />
Now this is freaking me out.<br />
It sounds so-o-o familiar.<br />
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and when I searched through FB...<br />
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OMG!<br />
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I did know this guy!<br />
I knew him when I'm 18.<br />
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He, eventually, was one of the tutor too in the same tuition center with me last time.<br />
Gosh! It's been 4 years ago since the last time I saw him!<br />
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Now it reminds me of why he spoke like <em>ang mou</em>.<br />
He stayed at US when he's young.<br />
I never thought we could meeting each other back this way and I wonder if he still remember.<br />
This world is so damn SMALL!<br />
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Gotta tell him about this when we go to Unity Camp 2.0 coming next Thursday :D<br />
Can't wait to see what is his reaction! must be shocking too! haha<br />
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Oh, and one more thing.<br />
I puke after I ate the chocolate he gave me.<br />
Maybe, this had refresh my mind. <span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">XD</span>Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-34882900506715147852012-03-06T21:52:00.000+08:002012-03-06T21:52:09.037+08:0006032012I won't change the fact of what I've decided.<br />
It won't have any changes neither.<br />
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I'm getting<br />
Sadder. Unhappy. Sorrow. Depressing.<br />
of how things going on.<br />
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I don't want to make myself look so pathetic.<br />
I decided to ignore this matter.<br />
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I don't know what so big deal about this to me.<br />
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Why people can take it so easily while I need to surfer from this matter?<br />
Why people can see it as a happy thing happening around and why can't I?<br />
Why people can feel the happiness that it distract me so much that I could take it anymore?<br />
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Seriously? <br />
Why do I fucking care!<br />
<br />
Maybe,<br />
I'll just need more time.<br />
<br />
I need more time to cool down myself <br />
and <br />
accepting the fact that have no changes.<br />
even I how much I hate the fact it is.<br />
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How much I hope I never feel this way...<br />
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Tears will always give me comfort.<br />
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Hopefully the brighter side of me could cheers me up by getting rid of all this sadness as soon as possible.<br />
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I would not want sadness to ruin my happiness.<br />
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Chin Ee, cheer up!Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-61903980275880308642012-03-04T23:25:00.000+08:002012-03-04T23:25:39.422+08:0004032012What happen to me.<br />
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Why can't I just ignore it.<br />
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This is getting worse.<br />
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What can I do?<br />
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I can do, nothing.<br />
Just, nothing.<br />
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Shall I just let it be?<br />
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I don't know.<br />
and I don't want.<br />
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But<br />
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There's nothing I can do to make it different.<br />
I am so fucking hate myself now.<br />
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Why do I care so much?<br />
The more I care, the more I feel the pain.<br />
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This is just too sad to be sad.<br />
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:(Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-45985664185842878662012-02-29T00:30:00.000+08:002012-02-29T00:30:22.827+08:00Happy Random<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">The pics below were took on last Saturday at around 830pm.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">We went swimming and dinner together.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">We, eventually, went to Uncle Boey's house after dinner and I think that will be the 1st and last he would ever invite us there. haha</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Having seriously MUCH fun though I was extremely tired after work X)</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-LtJeTZXI3Yw/T0z41QuCrgI/AAAAAAAACZA/3PjijyFUN4E/s1600/Photo0642.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-LtJeTZXI3Yw/T0z41QuCrgI/AAAAAAAACZA/3PjijyFUN4E/s640/Photo0642.jpg" width="216" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I'm so sorry to my beloved lai ma that I didn't captured your whole figure into the pic.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I was just testing the panorama that time.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and I like the superb vertical size of the pic which capture the whole thing.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-1pfSDhmMdV0/T0z47coHZgI/AAAAAAAACZI/KlNXoK2r1VM/s1600/Photo0643.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-1pfSDhmMdV0/T0z47coHZgI/AAAAAAAACZI/KlNXoK2r1VM/s640/Photo0643.jpg" width="208" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> It's been long time ago and I don't even remember when was the last time we hanging out on Saturday night like this.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Kakilangs are having hard time to spend some quality time together and will only meet up during special occasions such as birthday celebration.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">such a shame</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">there's only two months to go until we finish our last semester.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I will probably missing all of you though I know you all won't miss me.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Can't believe I'm saying this right now, but I am really glad that I meet you all and we become really close friends that can talk about fart and shit whenever we want, and I know that sounds so wrong and disgusting, but those kinda crappy communications shown that we are actually close as family members too.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I believe in fate. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I know it. This is fate.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Although our relationship status might now change from Kakilang to "<em>Harlo-Harlo</em> friend" in future, but I won't get upset or dissapointed, because I already have a irreplaceable and unique sweet memories that will always keep in my mind and heart.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Thank you for loving and caring me all this time in uni.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I hope you all could continue to love me and I hope there is no expire date for our friendships.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I don't know why I am being so sentimental and super <em>geli</em> here, lastly, I gotta say that, I hope we can still be friends or Kakilangs in second life :)</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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排一下自己最易哭的原因(1是最容易,5是最不容易) <br />
5個選項分別是:<br />
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<span class="text_exposed_show">a.感動 <br />
b.傷心 <br />
c.痛(是肉體不是心靈) <br />
d.生氣 <br />
e.擔心/緊張 <br />
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排好了嗎?準備看答案囉!<br />
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Δ感動:不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ...... <br />
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排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。 <br />
<span> 排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講</span><wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>錯東西或話題。 <br />
排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。 <br />
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩) <br />
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。<br />
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Δ傷心:跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ...... <br />
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排在第 1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。 <br />
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。 <br />
<span> 排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來,不過其實大家都看得</span><wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>出來。 <br />
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁, 自尊可以算是很強的人。 <br />
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。 <br />
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Δ痛:你想要別人覺得你是 ...... <br />
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排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。 <br />
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。 <br />
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。 <br />
排在第4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。 <br />
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。<br />
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Δ生氣:你最希望你的情人是...... <br />
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排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 , 不用問便知道對方要什麼。 <br />
排在第2 - 不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。 <br />
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。 <br />
排在第4 - 很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。 <br />
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。 <br />
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Δ擔心 /緊張:其實真實的你是 ...... <br />
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排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。 <br />
<span> 排在第2 - 孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎</span><wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>樣跟別人溝通。 <br />
<span> 排在第3 - 覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不</span><wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>喜歡的人你就不會去管.. <br />
<span> 排在第4 - 直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可</span><wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。 <br />
<span> 排在第5 - 不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多</span><wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天 !</span>Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-30375667891197485312012-02-19T00:54:00.001+08:002012-02-19T00:55:52.904+08:00我是最佳石头女演员。真的是丢脸丢到家。<br />
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脸皮薄,不是我的错。<br />
眼泪控制不了,不是我想的。<br />
你不把我当一回事,无所谓。<br />
你不珍惜,就是你不对。<br />
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你无意地刺痛了我渺小的心灵。<br />
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真的,好痛。Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-62627698824649935552012-02-09T00:52:00.001+08:002012-02-09T00:57:53.090+08:00Fanta<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">My recent addiction.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-20Yexk62qts/TzKnphBaCKI/AAAAAAAACY4/jaOTSduUIQg/s1600/Photo0608_%E5%89%AF%E6%9C%AC.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-20Yexk62qts/TzKnphBaCKI/AAAAAAAACY4/jaOTSduUIQg/s320/Photo0608_%E5%89%AF%E6%9C%AC.jpg" width="216" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Been carving for so long, TOO long.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and now, FINALLY.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
the taste is <span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;"><strong>A<span style="color: orange;">W</span><span style="color: yellow;">E</span><span style="color: lime;">S</span><span style="color: cyan;">O</span><span style="color: blue;">M</span><span style="color: purple;">E</span></strong></span><span style="color: magenta;">!</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">can't wait to try the orange and strawberry flavour.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">oh, btw, this is grape.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">actually my 1st choice was orange, but according to my mum, she said grape is the best.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Whatever...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> even the shape of the plastic bottle is wonderful.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">and it's from <em><span style="color: red; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><strong>Coca-cola</strong></span></em> company.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">MUAhahahahaHAHAHAHA!</div>Chin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4927087095518500380.post-17654054332415643662012-02-09T00:47:00.000+08:002012-02-09T00:47:57.954+08:00Romance<div style="text-align: center;">February is the month of love.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I watched couple of movies from the tv every Wednesday.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Both of the movies were not famous I think. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Since I never heard any of it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">But both are worth to watch and I love it :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">The 1st one was "Edge of the Garden" (2011).</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-o5WoPXH8NqY/TzKh_lVRIzI/AAAAAAAACYo/NKrQJdhHd-Y/s1600/The+Edge+of+the+Garden+(2011).jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-o5WoPXH8NqY/TzKh_lVRIzI/AAAAAAAACYo/NKrQJdhHd-Y/s200/The+Edge+of+the+Garden+(2011).jpg" width="141" /></a></div><div align="center">The story is almost like "The Lake House" but this one is more towards on ghost love story.</div><div align="center">Not actually.. "ghost".</div><div align="center">Love the ending though is kind of simple and expected.</div><div align="center">The line that touched me and made me tears a bit, "I love you once."</div><div align="center">Aww! That is so-o-o ramantic!</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">The second one, "The Wedding Dress" (2001).</div><div align="center">I'm not really attracted by the title and I read the synosis that didn't really impress me either.</div><div align="center">Even the poster is worst.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-0SYFCfJ3Dus/TzKkorAMs0I/AAAAAAAACYw/HG2EDeo8o70/s1600/weddingdress.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-0SYFCfJ3Dus/TzKkorAMs0I/AAAAAAAACYw/HG2EDeo8o70/s200/weddingdress.jpg" width="200" /></a></div><div align="center">But, you will never know if you judge it by that.</div><div align="center">I love the way of how the story connects all the characters and it links everything together.</div><div align="center">How tragic was the story and background music was good.</div><div align="center">Seeing how couples get along, how they give their cheerish to the other half, how much they actually in love with each other...</div><div align="center">How much I wish someday I could be just like them :)</div><div align="center">Aww that's just too sweet!</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Why am I getting so sentimental these days?</div><div align="center">haha</div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Anyway, </div><div align="center">always be grateful, love and appreciate the person who cares about you.</div><div align="center">You'll never know he/she might be the one <span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">X)</span></div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center">Wishing everyone have a lovely Valentine's Day this month!</div><div align="center"><br />
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but I don't know what is it.<br />
So, what I am going to post here is what getting on my mind these days.<br />
and it's... kinda.. some crapping nonsense that you could just ignore it. haha<br />
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Chinese New Year was as usual for me<br />
every year is the same, nothing much different.<br />
just that I have done some paper cutting stuff to decorate my house<br />
and it reminds me that how much I used to love doing those hand crafts <br />
like, spending my whole day just for completing 1 stuff.<br />
and I do amazed by the "high level" of my own patience sometimes. <span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">XD</span><br />
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I used to love art very much.<br />
since I enter uni, I didn't really pay much attention to it by giving myself excuses like "I'm busy, even I'm not, I'll act busy" or "I'm so darn lazy now, I'm sleepy".<br />
I so fucking hate myself. Sometimes.<br />
Instead of wasting time jealousing how other people can do what they like to do, I choose a better way to make myself into a happier person.<br />
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By thinking positively, what I can do and how I can do, it takes more energy than starting to do it.<br />
I plan stuff. Always.<br />
But most of it doesn't make out because I didn't bother to action.<br />
As I'm in my last semester now, I think A LOT lately.<br />
About future mainly.<br />
Though I am on 50/50 side believe that "2012 year is the end of the world" thing. haha<br />
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It's kinda frustrating when you try to do something that is totally out of your ability to do so.<br />
It happen all the time for me. <br />
But I'm willing to take the risk, accept the challenge, and experience the adventure.<br />
I love learning new stuff :)<br />
Discovering is good. <br />
Being unique is what I'll do. and I'm lovin' it :)<br />
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It doesn't matter what you do, because happiness is what matter.<br />
You'll never know what will be in the next 5 or 10 years.<br />
So, don't stop doing what you like! <br />
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some random pic.<br />
will try to tie this bun to uni someday <span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">XD</span><br />
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Peace :DChin Eehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00011586426920939054noreply@blogger.com0