02092012

4 months ago, I told myself,
"I will think about what I'm gonna do after I end this shit and I should make a clear conclusion out of my mind."

4 months passed, I ask myself,
"What have I done for the 4 months? Nothing!"


I will always find myself an excuse for not doing something.
And at the end, I will always regretted for accomplished nothing.

"If only I could just pay more attention and focus more on what I want..."
Obstacles are bullshit.

Can anyone just slap me and wake me up?

All the while I thought I understand myself well.
and it's too sad to realize that I'm actually not really that good.



I will never good enough :(