02092012

4 months ago, I told myself,
"I will think about what I'm gonna do after I end this shit and I should make a clear conclusion out of my mind."

4 months passed, I ask myself,
"What have I done for the 4 months? Nothing!"


I will always find myself an excuse for not doing something.
And at the end, I will always regretted for accomplished nothing.

"If only I could just pay more attention and focus more on what I want..."
Obstacles are bullshit.

Can anyone just slap me and wake me up?

All the while I thought I understand myself well.
and it's too sad to realize that I'm actually not really that good.



I will never good enough :(

18082012

真的，好厌倦这一切……。




所有的一切。

今天，险扑街3次。

"Be creative lar."

“你没有主见的咩？”

"You are no longer special."

“……。”



当我觉得我们是同一类型的人时，
此刻你却离我如此的遥远。

真的好远。
我在原地一动也不动地看着你越走越远。

最糟糕的是，
不知道事情是从什么时候开始这样的。

沮。

不过，
最可笑的是，
我竟然还可以想起我们还是有相似之处。

就凭，
一支笔和一本随身带的小笔记本。

就这样安慰自己吗？
真可悲。

……。


此刻，
最需要的是赶快振作起来与渴望得到鼓励。

给自己加油吧。
挫折只是成长的一部分。

做自己。

: l

When you're missing somebody, you could spend all the time to just think of it.
and it couldn't stop unless you got another thing to stuck in your head.

At this moment, I am.
and it just makes me to think and wonder.

I would want to tell you about everything I like.
I would want to make you happy no matter what it is.
I would want to give you surprises simple because of your smile.

and

What I like the most is
when you share your interest with me and force me to like it as well as you do even I'm not interested with it.

and

Eventually
you will always succeed.

because
I, love you, this MUCH!

遗憾 （一）

话说，
忽然发现自己并没有一张像样一点的全身照。

那些，
不是搞笑的，就是搞怪的。
因为这样留恋才有意思嘛。

加上，
害羞的本性，
本人还是比较喜欢拍人家多过别人拍自己。

不过，
今天就二十二岁了，
还是一张像样一点点…一…点…点的全身照，还是没有。