Friday, June 26

I don't know how I feel anymore...

I lost one of my precious stuff again.
I know I shouldn't be so careless.
I should learn to keep my things properly.
I know I've been acting like a kid and complaining a lot.
I just can't help myself.
I feel like dying for some moment.
I feel like crying out loud.
I do not blame other people for causing this to happen.
I am so angry about myself.
I know I should learn to understand gain and lost.
I just can't control my feelings now for not being sad.
I know I might sound childish to you.
I really love my stuff.
I really love my every stuff.
I really have lots of feeling for my stuff.
I really care about it.
I have keep it and use it for a long time.
I do not need a replacement.
I feel strange when I use the stuff which is not mine.
I just can't forget about it easily.
I know it does not have a life.
I know it might means nothing to some people.
I know it means a lot to me.
I feel that it is just like a part of me.
I know now it does not here with me anymore.
I know some people won't ever understand how I feel.
I don't care.
I just want it back.
I really need it.
I really wish to find it back.
I just can't stop thinking about it.
I know it sounds so stupid and ridiculous to you.


I really need my old, dirty, lame calculator back.

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