It's Been A Week Already.

I've been doing lots of homework recently..
Okay.. Maybe some of you won't believe it..
Cause I'm always showing the I'm-so-free-and-I-got-nothing-to-do face.

I was doing my homework in the library today.
My blue pen.. My only blue pen in my pencil case..
Seen to be out of ink.. But not really out of ink actually..
It's kinda like.. The colour of the ink is getting lighter and lighter..
The words that I wrote on my paper looked.. Messy. As usual.
Well, my handwriting never be nice.
So.. That doesn't bother me.
I just care.. I mean.. I just care a little bit of how he will think.
But.. Maybe he won't bother also..
Not ever take a glance on my paper too..
Since there's a lots of paper that had hand in on his table.

I guess he will just simple tick the name on the student name list whoever did hand in their work.

And.. Yea..
Maybe you will have an extra 5 marks for your internal marks.
"Hooray for extra marks!" You will say..

That's sucks. *sigh*

Even though it's boring sometimes..
But I will still do my homework no matter what.
I am not being a hardworking or whatever good student here..
It's just.. I take responsibility.. As a student.

That's what I will do when what I have to do.

But sometimes..
I don't know what to do..
I lost my direction..
Maybe I don't have any direction..
Or maybe that's a strong winds or tornado stuff blew it away in front of me.
I don't know.. Just don't ask me about future.
I know nothing about future.
It's a undefined words in me.
Unknown. Zero. Empty. Nothing.

But no worry..
Maybe I'll find my way someday..
So.. Don't ever try to guide me. (But you can support me.)
I would like to find it by my own.
And then, there will be something special and surprising.
I love surprise :D



Gosh.. I'm spelling rubbish again..


It's been over a week..
And I gave her something yesterday..
A cute card and this..

It's the glow in dark version.
Like it so much. Got it from R.E.D.
But I don't know she like it or not.. That's all matters.
She didn't answer me when I asked.
So, I'll take that as a "no"? T^T

Sometimes I really wish I could reach her brain.
Seeing what she's thinking all the time.