G O N E all G O N E

i don't know what i want

i was confused

 i don't know which to choose

i was emotional

i don't know where to start from

i was so messed up

this morning

the moment i woke up

i realized that i was not happy with neither both way

and so

i don't know what to do anymore.

because

it was not there anymore.

the she, cat

and happy chinese new year btw :/