Craps.

I've been distracted.
I couldn't concentrate.
I have no motivation to do my work.

This is serious.
I don't want thing to become like this.
This is not me.
I hate changes.

I never thought that I will become like this.
Me? Are you kidding?
I'm antisocial okay.
Do not bother anything.
Do not care about any shit.

Now, I'm cheerful.
This is what people said.
They said this is a good thing too.

Is it?
But can you tell me why I don't feel good about it?
Am I changing?
I don't want.
I just wanna be myself.
The old, boring, childish me.
I just wanna stay in my little small tiny world.

Maybe it's time.
It's time to step out of the box.
Think differently.
Polish up the raw skills instead of changing.
Try to become the better one before becoming the best one :)
Though I am not so happy about it, but it's life.
Life is unfair. Nothing is perfect.
Learn to deal with it.
Then, life will be much more better.

Because I'm dealing with it, I feel better now.
I don't need to stress about it or confuse of anything.
I know what I want.
And definitely I'm very sure about what I don't want.
Nobody can force me what I what to do or what I don't want to.
I have my own decision, my own opinion.
I don't easily influence by others because I believe myself, I know myself better.

Don't you ever think you really know about me just because of what you heard from the others.
Cause you know nothing about me while I know you better.
See, this is unfair.

Please open your eyes.
See properly. Think properly. Make things work properly.

Sometimes, I wish rather not to know what I already know.
I don't want to understand anything that is not important.

What I need to do know now, is to concentrate. Pay attention.
Study hard. Inspiring.
Thanks to uncle yap.
It's been long time ago that nobody has say this to me.
Thanks for reminding me that on the right time.
Appreciate.
Miss you though I hate you too sometimes. XD


The right song at the right time.
♥ Mayday ♥


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