Thursday 21.07.2011

Mom said I'm still energetic at this hour
after hanging around in uni for the whole day.

But, it's not.
I'm tired. Very tired.
I wish I could just closed my eyes and sleep like there's no sun rise.
Just like what I wish for last time. Never wake up once I fall asleep.

Thursday has the longest day light in the week for me.
It's like never going to end.

7 hours and 30 minutes.
I could do a lot of useless things.

Such as

I could sleep,
I could eat,
I could watch tv,
I could shopping,
I could online,
I could rolling on the floor,
I could just lie on my bed,
I could sing,
I could laugh out loud when reading a cold jokes,
I could drink the almost-expired-soft drink in the fridge,
I could dance,
I could curse someone that I hate so much,
I could lie on the floor instead of my bed,
I could do nails polish,
I could bath like my dad no need to pay the water bill,
I could day dreaming,
I could touching my hair,
I could roll on the wall,
I could do many many many many many many many many stuff.

But please don't ask me to do something that is useful.
Cause I don't know how. Haha.

This semester is going to end soon.
The last 2 semesters are about to come soon.
We were countdown-ing these days of
How many semesters we left,
How many subjects we left,
How many days we left,
How may trips we left,
Before we graduate.

I don't feel any.
I mean I don't feel sad or what.
Because it's meaningful.
This is what I've experienced and what I've been through.
It won't be any regrets meanwhile I'm looking forward to it.
It's gonna be great, and it's gonna be challenging.

I don't know why I am being this way
Cause I just told my mom that
"It's time to be motivated."
"It's time to know what to do next."
Maybe it's the impact of some of my......

I'll have to learn to make important decision someday.
I believe I can take care of myself and I can become a very independent person one day.
I realized how important it is to make the right decision at the right time 
and it's also more important NOT to make the wrong decision at the same time.

It's 2:04AM.
I have to go to bed now.
Bye. Good day.
Oh, by the way, IB's presentation is a nice one :)