24102011

It's another day.
Hot one.

I just done ironing my clothes for tomorrow outing AND for Wednesday-Thursday-Friday's trip.
Not that I'm so darn excited about the trip. It's just, dude, I have no choice.
Tomorrow gonna meet up with my supervisor again about my abandoned baby.
Yea, I will be a cruel mum, if I'm one.
And is gonna be a WHOLE DAY outing tomorrow. From day to night.
I wish to go back home earlier if it's possible.
I would like to rest at home the day before and get all excited on the next day.
But, sometimes you just can't do whatever you want.
Thing just comes around and goes around. Deal with it.
And so, I am force to pack my bag now.
I don't wanna come back late and so tiring and I still have to pack my bag in the middle of night.

Another story.
I am a selfish bitch.
I don't like to share with others.
Precisely is, I don't like to share with others of stuff that what I think it's belong to me.
And I don't like to share stuff with those who show no interested either.
Save both of our time right? Done.
Sharing is good, if it's beneficial.
Sometimes people just don't get it why I hate sharing.
I just couldn't take it if the sharing is putting me behind.
I hate being left out.
It's like when you borrow something to someone, and will never return again.
Sorry, I am not that kind of people who will always put on a big wide smile on the face and saying it's okay about everything. I'm  totally not okay with it.
As I said, I am a selfish bitch.
It's really hard to make a fake smile to other people. Cause I just did it recently.
I don't really like to do that but I have to.
Well, it's a materialistic reality world after all.
I'll just have to accept the fact that people DO like fake smile.
and there's one more thing I hate to do is when people ask for my opinion for something whether is yes or no, I'll have to answer "Yes" even though the correct answer should be a "No" for me.
Because it's important to think about the consequences if I really say "No".
"Be smart." Sometimes I wish the world could just be a little more dum.
It might be more peaceful. Who knows?