I am so speechless too.

Just finished the evaluation form.

7/10/2010
About today.
I hang out with friends at mid valley to celebrate friend's birthday.
However, this is not the original plan for today.

It should be happen like this...
It's a movie hang out day with xm. Only two of us.
And it was aged ago that I don't even remember when was our last hang out that only involved 2 of us.
There's 2 reasons why I was asked to go watch Charlie St. Cloud.
(1) The others are so busy with their assignments, no time for movie.
(2) Seems like I'm the only one who is having a little bit of interest on this film.

Since it doesn't happen that way and turns out like this way...
It's master wong birthday and she does not have any plan on that day.
So xm asked her to watch with us together.
She refused at first cause she don't want to watch Charlie St. Cloud.
But then, she decided to go out with us at the end.
sok yee and eric 3 will also joining us after xm offered help for their assignment.
So, from movie hang out day ----> birthday celebration.

Well, I like the movie.
Just that, I felt so tired after hanging around in mid valley for over 6 hours+

Frankly, I didn't expect for the celebration.
Cause they already made a birthday surprise for her before today, and I was there.
This coming Saturday, there will be a celebration again.
At first, I was going to attent the celebration which held on Saturday.
Now, I don't think I will be going.
But if I really attent this Saturday, means that I will celebrating birthday for the same person for the 3rd times.
I know it is nothing wrong to celebrate birthday for over and over again.
But I am getting a little bit bored already.
Not that I'm bored about master wong, I love the way she is, just that...
That... That... I don't know. Please just don't ask me why.


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On the same day.

I got internship offer via mail.
Yes, I was so happy till jumping up and down at first.
However, the company is located at some place that does not provide any good public transport for me.
It's actually kind of far away from my home.
I got no idea how to get there if I really work there.
No matter how much I hope to accept the job but the location is really bad for me.
This problem has stucked on my brain during the whole day in mid valley.
I was worrying too much.
I want to tell my parents that I finally got an offer letter for my 1st internship straight away after I go back home.
Telling them how cool is that, there's accounting firm wants me to do the internship for them.
Wondering what they well say to me.

After the whole day of thinking of how and what to do, the only answer I get from my parent is...
"The place is too far. How to go?" That's all.
And sis give me some "extra" bonus answer, "You think people will directly give you a job by just offering you the letter? You are NOT EMPLOYED yet ok? Why can't you just find internship yourself? Apply for yourself lar! There's many way to find online! Blah blah blah..."

That's all you can say?

I thought, perhaps, I can get some helps.
But what I'm expecting are wrong.
I just hope someone that can listen to my problem and solve my problem together.
Is this too hard to listen my problem?




Whatever.

No people will fucking care.
No matter I'm good or bad.

At least,
little red is not giving up on chin ee yet.

peace.