i don't want any changes

what's wrong with me
doing something unsual again
i am not being myself again

once again
i failed to so
i cannot control my emotion

why am i doing this shit
making things to be tough and stiff
MESSED UP THE WHLOE THING

how i suppose to clean up the mess that i started
while i am the only one who wants things back to normal

why things couldn't be just simple
why i have to make this so hard

i am not undergoing any pressure
until now






so depressing






i wish i could just wipe off everything
and there's never happen any stupid thing that shouldn't happen

i want back to the way that used to be