Squeeze it

Mum laughed at me about how suck was my working performance today.

This sad.

She always like to ask about how's my work everytime I got home from work.

Today was my 1st day of work for my another part time job.

I told her it is necessary to achieve 22kg each day.

(that's the weight of boxes of contest form in it.)

"So, how much you get?" She asked.

"16kg something." I said.

"Then how about the others?" Asked again.

"22-23kg, roughly." I replied.

"You are poor." and there goes the laughter.

I don't get it why my parent is like that.

Apparently, most of the Chinese parents are LIKE THAT.

According to what I read in the books,

 "Parent will always be our great encouragement."

"Well done, you tried your best."

This will never ever happen to me in the real life.

This sad.

At this point, I usually lose my temper.

"Is my first day, okay?"

"They have been working since the past two weeks."

Turned my back and walked away.

This is why I have become the rude and bad temper one in the eyes of old folks recently.

Fuck it, I'm tired of being a good kid anyway.

Emotional do affects my mood.

and I'm really not in a good mood right now.