Y A H O O O O O O ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

yesterday i had my last paper for this semester.
i feel terrible-okay-i-think-i-can-pass.
before entering the exam hall, i don't know why i felt nervous.
i never felt this way before when having exam for the past 19 years back.
i didn't prepare well for this subject but it turned out okay and unexpectedly.
i forgot a few formula and i've done lots of careless mistakes that i can realized. 
anyway, as always, i hope i can pass all the subjects and continue my course peacefully.


it's holidays for now! yeeeehar!
might hanging out with my dearest little's family..
and i'm going for a trip to the beach!
can't wait to wear my new sunglasses~~

I'm D O N E with T A L K I N G

yesterday was my last presentation for this semester

*brm group pic*

i think the whole thing is okay, not bad, satisfied.

and i really need a hair cut! urgent! XD

we hang out a little while before going back home

have a bite at oldtown and mcD vanilla sundae cone in the car.

aww i like this pic very much :)

thanks for the hard work everyone!

let's start revision, exam is coming pretty soon!

*加油 加油*

是速度变慢了

最近好像有一点忙……？
不曾有过这种感觉。算是叫做忙吗？
本人自己也不确定……。
可能是之前都是过着无忧无虑的日子。都是这样过的。
所以我没有资格向任何人说，“我很忙” 这句话。
如果有一天你听到我这样说，那个人肯定不是我，因为那个是外星人来的。
哈哈。

会这样觉得是因为……
目前有好几个需要顾虑的事情以及等着要去完成的事情好像有比从前多了一点。
还是，并不是要做的事情多了，而是速度变慢罢了？很可能。
了解自己的【事 / 感想 / 判断力】的程度是到那里了？我不清楚。
也许，人，都是很善变的，所以是没有办法完完全全了解自己的。
嗯。没错。

还有就是，不知道为什么，人常常都会做出很矛盾的是事情。
比方说，“一些人”。
明明知道是不对的，是错的，是千千万万吩咐不能做的事情，就是偏偏要做。
明明知道是对的， 需要去做的， 是很有必要做的事情，却是动也不动地摆在一边。

或者是……
明明下定决心要去完成一件事的时候，却因为180度的转变，说不干就是不干了。
过后，再想一想的时候，已经开始在后悔了。
我就是会常常这样而苦恼。
不过本人最大优点就是想通就会立刻没事了。
这种就是所谓的 “自己拿来衰”存在的意义了。


最近只要是看了小焕oppa或听了他唱的歌，心情就会大好了。
虽然都不懂歌词都在唱什么，曲也只不过就是那种普偏的韩国抒情歌曲风。
就是，还是那一句，声音很好听。
小可爱♥♥♥♥

除了韩剧，日剧我也爱。
最近看的就是《我家的男孩》。
这集的暴走族造型超超超棒 炫 酷！ 
让我想起氣志團 酷毙了！♥♥♥♥

D O O R N O T

I am going to have my internship for the 1st time on next semester.

and

I do not have any good feeling about it.

since

I never gain any happiness during each of the part time jobs I did last time.

but

I have to complete 3 times of co-op to graduate.

even

I am afraid to enter the new environment that I am going to face soon.

thus

I got no choice but to do it.

so what if i am emo

yesterday class was at 5pm 

as usual

i sit down

staring at the front

the huge white board

made me felt uncomfortable

no 

it was not the white board

it was just an excused

the new chapter was something about

managing change 

there's one slide

and i hate that slide

some words really annoyed me

lack of understanding

lack of knowledge

as i know

i am both

when people asked me

what course am i taking right now

i felt nothing but embarrassed 

to tell the people 

oh

and how's the people react?

they will tell you

"oh, it's a nice choice."

i smiled

and i know

i looked awkward

again

what a shame is that

:(

I want a smiley face on it next time :)

one HUGE yummy homemade cheese tart 

given by ruby

ignore my ugly baby finger

♥ thank Q ♥

I think your previous hair style is better

Today..
Presentation day..
It was a totally boring day...
This is how I went through the whole day...

Prepared and waited for my turn.

That's it.

The thing is...
I will only do my presentation on wednesday..
Due to "no enough time, too many groups" these kinda shit reason again.


Wasted the whole day by doing nothing.

It's Been A Week Already.

I've been doing lots of homework recently..
Okay.. Maybe some of you won't believe it..
Cause I'm always showing the I'm-so-free-and-I-got-nothing-to-do face.

I was doing my homework in the library today.
My blue pen.. My only blue pen in my pencil case..
Seen to be out of ink.. But not really out of ink actually..
It's kinda like.. The colour of the ink is getting lighter and lighter..
The words that I wrote on my paper looked.. Messy. As usual.
Well, my handwriting never be nice.
So.. That doesn't bother me.
I just care.. I mean.. I just care a little bit of how he will think.
But.. Maybe he won't bother also..
Not ever take a glance on my paper too..
Since there's a lots of paper that had hand in on his table.

I guess he will just simple tick the name on the student name list whoever did hand in their work.

And.. Yea..
Maybe you will have an extra 5 marks for your internal marks.
"Hooray for extra marks!" You will say..

That's sucks. *sigh*

Even though it's boring sometimes..
But I will still do my homework no matter what.
I am not being a hardworking or whatever good student here..
It's just.. I take responsibility.. As a student.

That's what I will do when what I have to do.

But sometimes..
I don't know what to do..
I lost my direction..
Maybe I don't have any direction..
Or maybe that's a strong winds or tornado stuff blew it away in front of me.
I don't know.. Just don't ask me about future.
I know nothing about future.
It's a undefined words in me.
Unknown. Zero. Empty. Nothing.

But no worry..
Maybe I'll find my way someday..
So.. Don't ever try to guide me. (But you can support me.)
I would like to find it by my own.
And then, there will be something special and surprising.
I love surprise :D



Gosh.. I'm spelling rubbish again..


It's been over a week..
And I gave her something yesterday..
A cute card and this..

It's the glow in dark version.
Like it so much. Got it from R.E.D.
But I don't know she like it or not.. That's all matters.
She didn't answer me when I asked.
So, I'll take that as a "no"? T^T

Sometimes I really wish I could reach her brain.
Seeing what she's thinking all the time.

Monday 8am

Today went to Uni earlier to meet naughty jia lin.
Listen to the Malaysian Studies lecture for an hour.
Yea.. Listen to the same thing again and again..

Caught up with her after the lecture class..
Sit inside auditorium and chat from 9am until 11:15am.
Talked about nonsense stuff again.
And yes! We are totally chat-able! Talking will not kill us.
There's only 2 of us... and a black guy sitting at the very corner side on9-ing.

I got 3 songs from her..
GreenDay - 21 Guns
Weezer - Island in the Sun
Dashboard Confessional - Stolen (love this)

We went to grab some food at secret recipe..
Have a cheesy Lasagne for lunch today! yeeehar~
Said goodbye to her and get back to Uni again for the BIS class.



Gosh...
The lecturer is kinda...... Sissy? Weird? Young?
His body language is kinda.... Over acting? Funny?
...
...
...
Anyway, we got the assignment and homework for today.

After the class, we went to search for the textbook to borrow in the library instead of buying a new one.
But ended up with nothing..
The book was lost. It's still available but just lost.
We can't find it..
So.. Just let it be..
We will figure out something else anyway.. Soon.

Tomorrow will be FA class again.
Hopefully it won't cancel again.





p/s: Today is not a very long day.

My 1st Short Semester

Obviously.. No class today..
Even the lecturer didn't shown up..
That's the problem..
Why I'm still going to school...?


Meet up with my friend.
Went to have lunch.
Chat till very 38.
That's all I have done on the 1st day.

Is that enough for a day?
I guess so...
Actually it's a little too much for me..
I mean for the "last time" me.

And now..
I like now.
I don't know why. I just like it :)

FB-ing at night and saw jia lin's profile..
I know...
I didn't keep my promise.
I am such a jerk.
I don't like to ffk. I don't used to ffk.

So..
I called her. On phone.
I missed her voice. A lot.
And it's kinda weird to call somebody this late. (For me)

The moment she picked up the phone..
I was wondering..
Is that her or just somebody I called wrongly...

And yea.. Is her :D
I apologized. I felt guilty.
And then..
We talked. We spoke. We laugh. We silent.

I asked things.
Things that are not important at all.

Just want to know whether she is doing okay or not in school.
Just want to meet up with her when she's free.
Just want to talk to her whenever I want.

Cause she is not just somebody.
She is needed to exist in my life.
She is just too special for me.

And I really like her. A lot :)







p/s: Going to meet her soon in uni!

He is so CUTE !

He is my cute friend, Tang Weng Chun.

I really like this pic..
I've set it as contact pic in my phone.

This is me, Chin Ee.

The main point in this pic is not me.
Is was the glasses.. Mr. Tang order 4 glasses of water.
The result of talking too much. hahahaha

We knew each other for quite a long time.
But we never eat lunch together before..
And we don't have lots of conversation..
Maybe is because we seldom seeing each other in Uni.

This is our 1st lunch and 1st pic we take together.

He's not ready or what? XD

After finished all the talks and foods and drinks...
We went to fireball... my 1st time as well..
I wanted to learn to play so badly..
My smelly bro always said wanna to teach me someday..
But he didn't.. cakap kosong~~~


So... It became like this..
Tang Si Fu.. Thank you so much!



Learning in progress....... 好像是酱。

Me, practice until addicted..
Actually it is kinda fun to play with :D



He told me that I was different?
He told me that I was talkative?

Can't believe it..................................
Anyway, it's good things right?



p/s : Ee wants to hang out with Tang Tang again!

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Okay. Enough promoting. XD

This is our group pic. Leng zaisss leng luisss~~~ lol
rachel didn't take pic here.


The presentation sucks.
Cause each of us didn't managed to finish our speech.
The lecturer was in hungry..
She stopped us and said..
"Next."
"Next."
"Next."
"Next."

What the heck... All of us were shocked...
Some of us had already prepared for the presentation for so long.
And this is how she treat us? This is so not fair.
Hope she don't simply gave marks la.. That's the most important one.

This is the gift Bi Ying bought from Korea.
Named Black Rose. Pretty right? :D

At the 1st sight,I thought it's dark chocolate..
After have a bite, is still the same.. I mean, it's normal chocolate. XD
Maybe got a bit flower flavor. Not so sure... XD

This is so cute~~~

Banana flavor I think...
At first I thought it was chewing gum...
But actually it was chocolate too....
...
...
...

Thanks anyway for the gift. Sudah Ada hati~~ :D




p/s: Final exam start from this Thursday. AAAaaarrrgggghhH.....

Friday without class

We (refer to my fellow course mates here) went to Angkasa to play badminton. Xiao Min was absent, she went to do part-time work at TS. Ha! Exercise day without the exercise freak. Lol. They were so shocked when I told they. (Especially KS.) XD We went to eat something at steven corner after finished our activity. Went home at 4pm like that. Thanks to Johnny for fetching me home. Cause that's very odd that got people can actually fetch me home and that people was actually living far far away, totally the opposite direction from my house! So paiseh...Again, thank you very very much for fetching me home :)

I heard that our genting trip was canceled. I guess there's always got next time. But they did went out some other plan such as cycle at shah alam. That sounds really fun! Hope they won't canceled the plan... Cause I know sometime they were actually "blowing water" only. So, I won't take this kinda stuff seriously anymore. My smelly bro used to tell me that, "Go organize activity yourself if you really wanna go. Be the lead and ask your friends to join." And that's really make sense. If I really got that passion to go to a trip, why don't I take action first? But I have to say is, I'm so afraid to disappoint you, I'm not that kinda person. I mean, being the lead is just not me. But last time I used to do so, went I'm still in secondary school. Being the leader is kinda fun last time. I planned and shared things. But now I don't. I just don't feel like doing this anymore. Maybe is because I am unable to do big stuff like that anymore. Being grow up is different. The males will always in charge of everything because they have that ability and knowledge to do so. People's opinion, chin ee is still a child, no matter inside or outside. I couldn't take any responsible if anything happen. I'm unable to settle a simple thing, such as, when we wanna to go somewhere, they were busy discussing and I just listen, cause I don't know much anything about highways or places. I know, that's acceptable because I seldom went out and I don't drive. Sometimes, I really hope we can discuss together about something I really know a lot and I can talk a lot. Yea, I know this will not happen. Cause I'm still living in my own little small world. A world that I can do anything I want, a world that I don't have to do something that called human talk. And, I'm not ready to get out yet. I'm not ready to cross over the line yet. Just give me some time.. The thing is, I don't know when will I prepare enough to do that.

It's Freezing here.

I'm finally blogging right now.
For the past few days, I was so lazy and tired to touch the pc...
According to last week, I've done plenty of stuff...
Ermm... Not really that much also..
I can't recall all the things...
But here's some highlight which I DO remember :D

Monday 13th July, went to B Law class but don't have lecture.
What the heck..
I purposely went there just for the class... (-_-) 显掉
So, we decided to busy chatting to kill time.
We've chat lots of 面线话(in hokkien)..
And also our semester break's trip too! that's so excited!
Ee hope we can finish our final exam faster~~ yay

Tuesday 14th July, last lecture class for B Comm & B Stat.
I was absent in the morning class..
The main reason is.. I HATE the lecturer. The LC lecturer.
But I do well in her exam.. Everyone do well in her exam.. (=.=)
I scored quite low in Khor Ming Ming midterm paper..
Due to my super duper careless-ness....... AAArrrrrrgghhh

Thursday 16th July, BIG day for sua.
She's finally tried out her nerdy look. But failed.
See... I told you.. You won't succeed one... *hahahha*
After the tutorial class, I accompany her to the clinic.
She took a injection and she told me that's hurt like hell. Pity her.
Hopefully her arm can heals quickly :)

After that, we went to SOGO for lunch.
"Nando's! Yay!" It supposed to sound like that..
The SOGO Nando's is not as good as the other branch.
They took so long time to serve the food on our table..
And the the chicken was over cook................ AAArrrrrggghhh
吃进肚子里就算了吧~

Dessert time!!! Lecka-Lecka
Orange Flavor. HEART it ♥ Yummy


Went back to her house at 4pm..
I helped to do some shooting...

This is the BEST serious pic so far.


And this is the MOST 38 pic so far.

Sua Xiao Min,
don't blame me for posting your pics here..
Cause it really looked good what~~~ XD

Then went back to Uni for B Eco class...


Friday 17th July, all the assigment has done.
After the tutorial classes, we went to play some badminton.
That's so tired but FUN! and HAPPY also... hehehe
We have learned and improved our badminton skills.
Thanks to Johnny, our Badminton SiFu of the day.

Saturday 18th July, our UCSI convocation.
Of course I didn't go lar.. Went there for what..
Just wanna to say... My right arm was pain..
Muscle PAIN.


p/s: Final exam is coming very very soon!

This is so NOT Saturday

Why today?
Me suppose wake up late and watch cartoon in the morning..
Why today I have to wake up at 6:30am?
Yesterday I watched V for Vendenta until 1:30am. That's a cool movie!
Why today I have to wake up at 6:30am and go to Uni at 8am?
I am so tired today and don't feel like getting off my bed..
Why today I have to wake up at 6:30am and go to Uni at 8am and submit the stupid ptptn documents?
Because I need money to study.

Why need study?
For the sake of working.

Why need work?
For the sake of money.

See the relationship now?
They are actually recycling..

Life is like that..
No money no life.
That's the reality.

Back to main topic..
Today is a tiring day..
I've wait to submit the document for almost 2 hours..
Standing without moving for the 1st half hours..
My bag is killing me..
My shoulders were hurt.
My legs were tired.
Talk to somebody who I just know..
Talk to somebody who I didn't know too much..

And then, finally.. Done. God.
I hate this so much.
But I'm desperate to have this loan.. To study.
Even though I know paying it back in future will be not fun at all.
As long as it really do helps to reduce my parents debt then it shall be.


p/s: I feel lonely for some moments today...

Rain Heavily... Someone Told me he Likes it.

Today's tutorial classes were so.....
I think..
It won't be any big deal if I missed the classes.

After that, me went to leisure mall to meet my cutie friend, Jia Lin.
Reached there at 11am.. (Thanks for the ride, xiao min :D)
And we bought two ticket for TRANSFORMERS!



We were discussing yesterday about the film and we were actually worried about how if the ticket are all sold out and bla bla bla....
I guess we worried a little too much..
There were many... A lot of seats..
We can sit anywhere we like :D
The movie started at 12pm and ended at 2:30pm like that..
It was quite cool but still... The last time one was better :D

Then we have lunch together and went for a walk..
And we saw there's selling some 2nd books and magazines..
She found a very very fei book... and it was funny as well XD

Try to read this...


And this.... I know this look easy.


How about this? Any idea?


Yes! Finally!
The 2nd book I bought~~


It was not as funny as the 1st book I bought last time..
But it still have some super funny stuff..
Such as.. (click it to view if you can't read it)


This is so damn funny... The best master piece of this book.
I can't stop laughing.. But silently..
Imagine it...
I was reading it in the block A Lobby today while waiting for my papa.
I still laugh my ass out when I read for the 2nd, 3rd times... XD


Found this BIG title in the newspaper yesterday..

It's fake.
Our Uni does not exist any of this..
What the hell Lost and Found Box?
There is NO such thing!
Stupid me. I don't want any HOPE already.
Please do not try to give me any of that.
I don't wish to be heart broken again and again.
Cause it's really hurts.

p/s: Ee wants to go out with her cutie friend again next time.

Zanmai for Today's Dinner

It's been a long day for today...
Tutorials in the morning and midterm at 5pm..
The crapping time table is making me sick..
However, we did enjoyed a lot at xiao min's house..

After the exam, we head to MidValley..
Just for a dinner.

The Pro Driver.

Sushi~ IKA~ My favorite.


Salmon Don. Quite nice.


This person is already full.
I mean her tummy.


After that, we went to the borders bookstore..
I was actually wanna to buy the ticket...
And this is what happen to me.

This is definitely a nightmare.
I can't believe my own eyes.
"Why?" Because I'm already late.
Even I called the others Borders, there's no any ticket left.

So now what? I should buy the RM35 ticket?
It was quite expensive to me....
I don't know what I should do...
Give up? Or just go ahead?
....................................................

Anyway, today I really have a good dinner..
Thanks to my dearly course mate :)

Is Wednesday Again

Yesterday morning..
I started to do my part for the Biz Comm assignment..
(Currently still in progress ya~~)
I'm in charge of the power point slide..
And I wish I could do it really well so that I wouldn't disappoint my group members who had gave lots of effort in providing those answers in the report~
Thank you~ Ee really appreciate it~
Let's gambateh together (^o^)/

Ee have been so naughty in biz statistics class recently..
I didn't really pay attention to our little cute lecturer miss khor ming ming..
Keep Chatting.. Chat.. Chit chat.. In audi.. *paiseh*
I was too excited about the festival which is only 3 days away..
Yes! It's the KLue Urbanscapes 2009!
27th June 2009@ KLPAC
I couldn't stop thinking about it..
Since Jackie said that he can fetch me there~
But I'm still envy with him that he got a media pass..
And I have to pay for the entrance.. RM25 man! gosh...
It's quite expensive for me cause now my wallet are slightly thinner than last time..
And we only can get the ticket from Borders Bookstores.. (T^T)
If not, we have to buy the ticket at the door and it costs RM35!
Now, I finally know what's the meaning of SACRIFICE. "great."
However, I'm still super duper excited about it..
Cause I can meet YUNA there!
That is the coolest thing which is going to happen to me pretty soon!


If OAG could perform too that will be more perfect.. But they didn't.
I wish I could see OAG performance too.. Someday.. Someday..


Tomorrow we got B. Eco midterm test at 5pm+
Friday we got B. Law midterm test at 8am+
Both sucks. I don't like business.
Still have to study anyway and yes, I'm doing it.
I don't want to fail. I don't want to retake.
I don't want to PAY any extra.

By the way, this morning I woke up, they're already gone.
I thought I would at least say a "bye bye" to them.. But I didn't.
Hope my smelly sis and her bf enjoy their trip to Bangkok and come back home safely.. And.. Buy lots lots present for me... Hahaha~

p/s: Ee is addicted to Plain White T's 1, 2, 3, 4 recently.
Sweet sweet ♥听了后有一种很想要谈恋爱的感觉 ♥ hahaha~~ 38

May09 is Ending

TODAY tutorial classes are as usual..
Except one thing.. I've notice that..
I've been having a really good mood to talk to my fellow coursemates today.
I'm trying to get more closer to them and trying to be more friendly too..
Because... Someone been telling me that...
I'm actually showing an ANGRY face when I don't talk. (Really?)
So, I'm changing now.. To become better :D
And, we still need to face each others everyday for 3 years.
Therefore, why not we become a closer coursemates? :D

My little cute pupe girl is getting more prettier~~ (^__^)



YESTERDAY we went to Leisure Mall after tutorial classes.
Went there for a little walk and search something to fill up my tummy~
Yalar, I know I'm always the hungry ghost ok? :P
We decided to eat at the Vietnam Kitchen and the foods taste good!



This Onion Cake taste seriously nice! ... But quite small.


Slizzing Set C : RM11.90 with ice lemon tea.

By the way, we met Kok Seong & friends again..
And our foods seen attracted to them~
Until today, they were still asking the food nice or not.. XD

After lunch, continued our little walk~
Stopped by at DUET and bought something.
Sua is growing up and become more girlish already~
I'm still me. hahahaha :D


Bookstore is always one of my favourites.
Found these cutie books.. Little Pig, Lucky.
It was actually a brand character from Japan..
And now they are finally published into books~

I didn't buy it.. But it's still CUTE!

I bought this home..
Jellyfish RM9 only.

This new master piece was produced by...

Our local artist, Mr.徐有利. （哥妹俩作者）

This is the 1st series, there's 2 more series..

Hopefully I can collect it all~~ XD

This is one of the funniest (I think)

I was imaging when reading.. LOL~~

简直就是幽默到爆！

Oh.. Not forget to mention about the B.Eco lecture class.

Since it has changed to Thursday 5pm from the original time Monday 10am..

It sucks.. But Auditorium really do fits all of us. *FULL*

p/s: I'm HAPPY.

Tired Tuesday

Yesterday I went to Uni as usual, 8am.
Staying in the library until 9am and went to block A to complete my ptptn stuff.
Surprisingly, Jackie was sitting there doing his ptptn stuff too.
After he's done, I poked him from his back :D
We went to block B to kill time together --- chat until 9:30am like that.
Then we only went to class.. Different class.

About B.Comm class..
The lecturer has taught 3 chapters in 1 and an half hour.
"Great".

At noon, we had our lunch at Wok n Roll..
When we reached there..
We saw Jia Wai & his friends..
They're standing? Posing? Or blocking the road? XD
We went inside..
I saw many familiar faces~
Kok Seong & friends, Weng Kit & friends and somebody I know last time..
Felt weird but so ngam~
I had black pepper chicken rice and ice lemon tea~ RM5.90
There's some reason I don't want to order the cincao..
It taste so "empty" last time.. But now..
It has become a-bit-over-lly sweet~~~ XD

After lunch, we still have a lot of time until the next class at 2pm.
So, went to block B again to kill time...
And met our lil frens HaoPo Jem and SaPo Janize..

Our B.Statistic class has change location to Audi..
Now, all my lecture classes for this sem were all held Audi..
So, you might find me in Audi on Monday and Tuesday :D

We're getting sleepy and boring in class..
Learning the Mode, Median and Mean AGAIN..
Awfully SIENZ Arrrrr~~

This is the cheerful girl, Ee Liane :D

She knows someone's bf.. XD
So.. They've been talking about the someone's bf for alomost the whole day.

Unexpectedly...
The yellow girl jumped in while we're having break for 15mins.
Announcing the big great news to us and laugh-laugh-laugh loudly again.
Well done girl!

At night, I was forcing my tired eyes to stay open..
Cause I really don't want to miss my great shows on Tuesday night.
Ugly Betty is getting more conflicts!
I hate Susan in Desperate Housewives.. Booo!


p/s: Tomorrow will be a long long day....