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I wish you never appear in front of me.
You are the incident that gives me headache.

I would not want more imaginary that are unrealistic.
You are the trouble that I could not figure out the problem.

Do not give me hopes on what will not happen because I might just being fooled by your sincerely smile.

I still like you though. Ouch! Kick ass.

Fanta

My recent addiction.

Been carving for so long, TOO long.

and now, FINALLY.

the taste is AWESOME!

can't wait to try the orange and strawberry flavour.

oh, btw, this is grape.

actually my 1st choice was orange, but according to my mum, she said grape is the best.

Whatever...

 even the shape of the plastic bottle is wonderful.

and it's from Coca-cola company.

MUAhahahahaHAHAHAHA!

04022012

I want to write something
but I don't know what is it.
So, what I am going to post here is what getting on my mind these days.
and it's... kinda.. some crapping nonsense that you could just ignore it. haha

Chinese New Year was as usual for me
every year is the same, nothing much different.
just that I have done some paper cutting stuff to decorate my house
and it reminds me that how much I used to love doing those hand crafts
like, spending my whole day just for completing 1 stuff.
and I do amazed by the "high level" of my own patience sometimes. XD

I used to love art very much.
since I enter uni, I didn't really pay much attention to it by giving myself excuses like "I'm busy, even I'm not, I'll act busy" or "I'm so darn lazy now, I'm sleepy".
I so fucking hate myself. Sometimes.
Instead of wasting time jealousing how other people can do what they like to do, I choose a better way to make myself into a happier person.

By thinking positively, what I can do and how I can do, it takes more energy than starting to do it.
I plan stuff. Always.
But most of it doesn't make out because I didn't bother to action.
As I'm in my last semester now, I think A LOT lately.
About future mainly.
Though I am on 50/50 side believe that "2012 year is the end of the world" thing. haha

It's kinda frustrating when you try to do something that is totally out of your ability to do so.
It happen all the time for me.
But I'm willing to take the risk, accept the challenge, and experience the adventure.
I love learning new stuff :)
Discovering is good.
Being unique is what I'll do. and I'm lovin' it :)

It doesn't matter what you do, because happiness is what matter.
You'll never know what will be in the next 5 or 10 years.
So, don't stop doing what you like!

some random pic.
will try to tie this bun to uni someday XD

Peace :D

:]

もしかしで・・・ 　これは・・・　デスティニー？

Zombie

Yi Ling just got her new Iphone 4s

and we played around with the zombie app

I know the app is nothing new but that was my first time to become a "zombie"

and the sound effect and the movement were kinda amazed

love it!

since I am so bloody sick at home

I edited the pic

This is before

I looked like a noob zombie with my green tee shirt XD

After

Now this is better!

was wanted to post on FB

but

Now, I don't think I can.

It's kinda scary XD

but I'd still love my zombie look :)

in fact, I looked GREAT haha

If we're the cover..

Went to warehouse sales and shabu with fellow Kakilangs on Thursday.

We seldom hang out on weekdays and it's fun.

whenever since Johnny has a camera, he always take a lot of pictures.

I mean, really A LOT.

and we took some random pic at Lot 10.

I edit it up a bit cause all the backgrounds were from National Geographic which they displayed it on along the hallway.

 So these will be probably looks like when we're on a magazine cover.

Have fun editing the pic XD

I introduce you, NATIONAIL GEOGRAPHIK.

Enjoy.

The topic will be "The Orange Baby Camel".

I name this "The Adventure of South American" (lame!) haha

"Amazing Egypt"

"The Greatest of Vietnam"

"The Mystery of North Pole."

I don't think I will having spare time doing such random stuff in future.

I might become busy or too tired to do these kind of stuff.

I don't know.

Let's just enjoy the time we left as student :)



New year 2012.

Another year.

2012

End of the world? Maybe not.

Disaster? Maybe yes.

Aliens and monster? Might exist.

It's gonna be a huge turning upside down changes for me this year.

As usual, hope everything goes smooth and eat more sleep more.

Wish everyone is always happy and a little bit of sadness will be fine.



Happy New Year :)

Count day the last few days

I just finished wrapping the Christmas present for Mr./Ms. XXX

though I feel excited right now

 but

honestly

I had a pretty hard time searching the gift and wrapping it too

I guess is because I'm always care about too much

"Does it look nice?" "Will the person like it?"

Urgh.

I'm glad that finally I made up my mind to buy "this thing" and wrap it "this way".

Hope the person who got my present will feel happy

if not, I couldn't do anything too. HAHA

Merry Merry Christmas to you.

Well,

it's been a week that I "disconnect" to the outside world.

it feels like

I'm isolated.. Again?

Pretty much like a geek now? Maybe.

I'm a walking ZOMBIE! haha

Yea, To-Do-List is still going on.

Hopefully I could finish it up this year.

I did bought something from my To-Buy-List

but

how could I just decided not to buy myself a new Christmas outfit for this year?

Actually,

this year we are not celebrating on Christmas eve or 25th,

and apparently,

I lost some of my Christmas spirit. Just a little bit.

It's fine.

I could just stay at home, watching TV the whole day.

It's kinda my own "culture" to do so since I was a small kid.

Alright, this is random.

It's a skull bracelet that I found from a online blogshop.

Love it very much

when I want something, I'll ask opinion from someone whether it suit me or not

and there goes my brother,

"Can you like something normal?"

"you are a girl, okay?"

"skulls are evil and creepy."

Okay, end of the conversation.

Why?

I think skulls are pretty in shape and everyone have a skull inside their head right?

and I do have lots of skulls stuff. haha



Random. 19122011.

It happened about couple weeks ago

when I was searching through Google for some pictures to put into my presentation slides

since my topic was related to "Gender"

and so I searched for "Male"

*speechless*

What I was expecting..

okay, what about "Female"?

(o___o)

I was thinking...

Well, Google is just doing its work.

haha XD

何来内心交战

移情别恋不是她的错，因为她生来太易动情。

Monday Blue

ストーカー…… 失敗だ。

おやすみ。

Random.

I always wonder
what would it be if I make another decision on something?
will it ever be any difference?
will it be better?

I wonder.

Sometimes I wish to go back to the past and make changes.
It's not necessary to be good outcome,
but at least I won't be regretted.

I regretted. All the time.
Those decisions I made. Things that I done.
I wish I never do such thing or said such thing.
I'll never be a good lier. suck at it actually.
It usually puts on all over my face when I tell lie and
when I'm not happy about something.

My face is easy to read.
I don't understand why people always think that I'm such a complicated human.
The fact is, I'm not.
I'm just different.
I'm not hard to be understood.
Don't you get it?
Just because I'm not the common one and you treat me like the bad one?
Don't you ever judge a book by it's cover.
Fuck you and sorry to tell you that I'm a pretty young girl.

That's doesn't mean I shouldn't be treat like a female just because
I don't like pink colour,
I don't like girlish outfits,
I don't like to sing female artist's song,
I hate disgusting flirty words,
I hate people whistle at me just because I have a pony tails,
and
I'm not as polite or gentle as other girls.
Eeeww!! This is sick!

What the hell if you think no guys will wanna date me?
Who cares? cause I don't.
I don't see there's any problem cause I'm rude or whatsoever.
Face it! Hypocritical coward.

I'm not okay about everything.
and I don't act to be "it's okay, I don't mind" face when it's not.
I'm straight forward even if it might hurt someone's feelings.
I'm just telling the truth, if you can't take it, fine,
but I won't change my mind.
Sometimes you'll just have to accept the fact that the reality is cruel.
It's not like you'll always get the good one only.
Nothing is perfect okay?

Yea yea so what I'm selfish or a cheapskate?
I don't want any arguments or quarrel..




Just leave me alone.

Influenza

I am a sick cat now.
I would like to rest earlier, but, I'm not tired at all.
Because of this shit that I have to deal with.
The tissue paper is running out. Argh!

Okay, gonna bull shit something here to make myself tire.

The current Korean Drama that I'm watching now, there are two dramas actually.
I like one of the soundtrack in The Fugitive: Plan B.
This song :)

This a fast one and I really do like the chorus part. Sounds nice :)

What so great about the drama, of course is the Handsome officer.
This guy ♥

The another drama is City Hunter. Quite good. 

♥ Handsome guys ♥

I stopped to watch cause I couldn't find the 3rd disc. Argh!

Alright, I guess is enough crapping here.

I'm feeling a bit dizzy now. It's the med I think.

Gonna rest now.

Night.

and good afternoon in advance.

haha

:)

Random

It's not like I'm getting all the good thing all the time.

How to be happy.

Oh no, wait, something went wrong.

Should be like this.

How Little Red will be happy.

Come on, television is part of my life.

I just can't live without it.

Been rolling on the bed and the floor too much recently.

Is time to get up :)

Thursday 21.07.2011

Mom said I'm still energetic at this hour
after hanging around in uni for the whole day.

But, it's not.
I'm tired. Very tired.
I wish I could just closed my eyes and sleep like there's no sun rise.
Just like what I wish for last time. Never wake up once I fall asleep.

Thursday has the longest day light in the week for me.
It's like never going to end.

7 hours and 30 minutes.
I could do a lot of useless things.

Such as

I could sleep,
I could eat,
I could watch tv,
I could shopping,
I could online,
I could rolling on the floor,
I could just lie on my bed,
I could sing,
I could laugh out loud when reading a cold jokes,
I could drink the almost-expired-soft drink in the fridge,
I could dance,
I could curse someone that I hate so much,
I could lie on the floor instead of my bed,
I could do nails polish,
I could bath like my dad no need to pay the water bill,
I could day dreaming,
I could touching my hair,
I could roll on the wall,
I could do many many many many many many many many stuff.

But please don't ask me to do something that is useful.
Cause I don't know how. Haha.

This semester is going to end soon.
The last 2 semesters are about to come soon.
We were countdown-ing these days of
How many semesters we left,
How many subjects we left,
How many days we left,
How may trips we left,
Before we graduate.

I don't feel any.
I mean I don't feel sad or what.
Because it's meaningful.
This is what I've experienced and what I've been through.
It won't be any regrets meanwhile I'm looking forward to it.
It's gonna be great, and it's gonna be challenging.

I don't know why I am being this way
Cause I just told my mom that
"It's time to be motivated."
"It's time to know what to do next."
Maybe it's the impact of some of my......

I'll have to learn to make important decision someday.
I believe I can take care of myself and I can become a very independent person one day.
I realized how important it is to make the right decision at the right time 
and it's also more important NOT to make the wrong decision at the same time.

It's 2:04AM.
I have to go to bed now.
Bye. Good day.
Oh, by the way, IB's presentation is a nice one :)

up to date

I shall update my blog more frequent now.

Because...

I'm famous.

WALAO JUST KIDDING XD

I am a temporary-busy-person but I will still update my blog.

This is the only place that I can

say/write/scream/shout/scold/roll?/day dreaming?

nice place :)

I'm so tired right now but there's still a lot of unfinish work is waiting for me to do

but somehow I still wanted to spend some time to post some rubbish nonsense here.

my habit to do so.

spend time on useless stuff is my favourite.

and this is how I can dig out so many weird ideas and lame jokes.

peace.

okay.

I'm going to mention about today's dancing practice.

Today is much more better than yesterday.

And enjoyable.

I'm so tired but I feel happy that I can dance non-stop to improve myself.

though I still can't accept my ugly dancing looks whenever I look at myself on the mirror.

SO NOT COOL.

 I like dancing but I don't think I have a lot potential on that.

Just a favourite thing to do :)

♥ Love it ♥

Ah.
xm told me something so random today.
"You should study interior design."
haha
Is this a compliment?
If yes, thank you.
Maybe I'm suitable but is too late to be realise now.

Anyway, accounting is bad, but not THAT bad yet.
Don't worry. I can survive this. haha

 

Erm.

Random stuff.

♥ small eyes is cute ♥

haha

going crazy AGAIN.

Random

woke at 545am today.

accompany xm to kajang to renew her passport.

my mum is irritating me with her speech of "don't you remember the way to kajang?"

gotta tell you, i got NO SENSE OF DIRECTION and i only went there ONCE during last year december.

so now what? you think i'm a memory card or the "History" button that you could click in your internet options to search what you have visited for the past 3 months?

i can't even remember the way to miss ruby's house and now you expect me to remember all the highways and road? HELL NOT.

renew passport thingy went smooth today.

this is the first time we "interact" with the passport MACHINE.

that's so cool, fast and efficient!

i didn't even know that's a machine can do that at the place.

everyone should have a try next time if got chance :)

took some pics from my papa's workshop last week.

He got a favourite, his new daughter.

Meet my papa's si manja little princess, Ramesh.

(looks cute with the eye lashes on her pretty green eyes!)

She just got pregnant and gave birth to two kittens recently.

my papa's granddaughters.

very very very cute tiny little kittens!!!

awww so fluffy!

they were playing in the box while their mummy was standing outside the box and keep an eye on them.

see, this is what we called CUTE and SMALL.

super duper cute! >___<

*just knew that one the kitten has passed away T^T

being attacked by unknown.

so sad!!! why they wanna kill this defentless cute kitten T^T

my dad must be crying now. kesian.

Rest in peace little kitten T^T*

ok some super random crap here.

you know, when i am interested on something i like, i'll become obsessed with it.

such as some guy's curly hair, eyes, or... long hair. haha

recently, i found something new that i am interested.

if i tell you straight, you might think i'm crazy, psycho, maniac, abnormal or whatsoever something weirdo will do.

Alright, i'm interested with someone's........

b........u............t.........t........

okay. it's an ASS. so what?

everyone got an ass. it's common right?

i don't know why i become so obsessed of this someone's A_ _.

that i could just stare at it. GOSH! NO!

what happen with this obsession of mine?

连我自己都忍不住骂自己是死变态。

i lost my mind.

I think I might be crazy.

I know you think I might be crazy too.

and this song just suit me well.

love this song very much.

and the original MTV is very colourful and pretty :)

Gnarls Barkley - Crazy

i know you will surely think that i am crazy now.

but, it really looks..... good.

OH NO slap me please!

Random

Got nothing to do in the library

i was drawing on my CF paper and they said Uncle Wong will feel sad if he knows.

and I must say, I have many uncle, like, A LOT. haha

Uncle Boey's tee shirt is really cute

It's like greeting to me whenever i looked at it

"Hello!"



"单人照"

all pics were taken by Miss Ruby

Mobster? Jay Chou?

"陈豪" -  本年度最佳夸张表情男主角奖

the truth is

Uncle Boey was doing his assignment in the library SO seriously

all pics were captured without posing purposely (yes, i mean ALL is natural 1)

mostly i edited wan, including the pointing "V" hand haha

random post again

gonna sleep now

-Bye-

Airplanes

i love airplanes

got an airplane necklace

bought it few years back

when my hair is still long

 i got a set of Korean Air's poker card since 10 years old? i don't know

but i never been to Korea yet

had a presentation about 2 famous airlines in Malaysia last year during FM 1 class

and i love these two songs

Airplanes by B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams of Paramore
♥ my all time favourite ♥

 

Paper Planes by M.I.A

i guess that's all?

of course not. 1 more.

i will be in an airplane soon :)

yeeehaaaar!

i am going to thailand very soon

and since i am so terribly FREE these days that i could even ♥ROLL♥ on the wall also not just the floor

so i decided to learn some basic thai language/words on youtube

i introduce this video
simple and easy to learn :)

and i accidentally found that, it's quite easy and fun to learn.

it can be sound so funny and ridiculous that i could LOL alone by myself, alone. yes. still pretty funny!

that funny and weird 1 is "No Problem" in thai.

"Mai~Pen~Rai"

and when you try to speak it with a faster speed, it will become

"买PenDrive"

walao this is so entertaining

started to love the pronounciation
should ask my friend to learn together with me too
but they might NOT interested also lar

by the way
got a date with Miss Ruby tomorrow
we are going to watch BTS - Bangkok Traffic Love Story

yeah thai movie
i am going to learn more now XD